always on my mind...

16, I’m a little fucked up and I live in Australia, got a beautiful girlfriend <3 love her so much. Not bad looking, get allot of attention. give it all up to be loved like I want, I push people away that I really should keep, one day they may be gone and I’ll be all alone. My music aint mainstream and I don’t give a fuck what you think. I get judged on my appearance, I don’t care what you think. I am me and u don’t like? Get fucked I don’t need you. All I need is my girl and I’ll be right till the end. As long as I have her nothing else will matter.... I don’t know if I am loved but I trust that I am, I’ll give you my trust but if you break it its gone no excuses, no going back you had your chance. I look good but it aint without trying, I wake up in morning in a total mess, I just need one person to think I’m at my best so I don’t have to prove that I need to look good, just tell me you love me and I’m all you need to be happy. I’m not the smartest kid but I know when I’m wrong, I make allot of mistakes but it aint without trying, I don’t wonna hurt you, just try too hard to be loved. I don’t judge you on your looks or your race or religion, when I meet you don’t be scared I got nothing to hate, but when u judge me, I’m not gonna like it, leave you alone, let you be coz I don’t need you, find one like you that actually wants me. I’ve never truly loved before, this is all new, this shit hurts but its good coz I know we'll get through. the problem with young love is no one believes, that you can have a future and it’s not just for now, that you can love forever, never fading. but I know it is true coz how feel is real, people think I’m crazy and I don’t give a fuck, think what you like, your problem not mine, coz I’m gonna be fine.
I can’t forget my best friend, don’t know what I’d do without her, she keeps my head straight. She helps me with my problems and I do my best to do the same, she means so much to me, I hope that she knows... I can trust her with anything, couldn’t ask for more, she’s amazing I don’t know what I’d do without her. We can stay up all night talking and text good morning the next day, always knowing that she will always be there. no matter how hard I may have tried to push her away she still standing by my side, we used to be so close and things got crazy, coming out the other end only stronger than before. My life keeps changing for the good and the bad, the only thing I know is that she'll still be there to help me with my problems and to be there to talk..... Love you always <3